Why does it always end this way? Knife in hand to take the pain away. Every part of me just wants to die Because yet again I've made her cry I can't keep living without her But things are no longer as they were She has no time for me anymore I no longer make her go 'aww' Now tonight may be my last I'm missing the days gone past If she reads this then I'm sorry I did not mean to make you worry I just need to die.