I am a girl that everyone knows
Beautiful grin, no worries or woes
Laugh is one you'll never forget
I'm living in my past debt
I  hate my body, say I am fat
I  shouldn't hate myself, but don't know that
I'm the girl with the biggest smile
Nobody knows I  force up bile
Feels worthless, ugly, abandoned, wasted
No one knows the tears I have tasted
Cry myself to sleep at night
But smiles again once it is bright
I pull the blade across my skin
Takes comfort in the pain that I'm in
I love the sight of my own blood
I want to see the beautiful flood
I once said I wished I was dead
I meant it, wasn't just in my head
I am that girl that nobody knows
Inside my walls I'm forever enclosed