you are stashed in a memory. and with it i hold you close to me. we were perfect in our almost romance. eyes locked tight and blue met blue like the sea and the sky colliding. your calm azure brought my crashing waves back down. and i remember your crooked smile that seemed to promise me everything. and that smile let me know that you would have kissed me if i asked. but i wonder if your lips could have quelled the swells with in me, and if my tongue could have silenced your raging summer storms. we are a secret that will never be uttered, we are a wave that can never be ridden. we had our chance and we missed it. but sometimes, i swear, i would go down with our ship.