I am uncomfortable. This type of lifestyle doesn't fit me.
I just had a really nice night. With my friends. I call them my friends. Since we have nice times together. But we all talk **** on each other. So I guess it's not the nicest friendship. But we're friends to say the most. And that's me saying a lot. This is a normalcy I am sick of dealing with. So I need to leave. Because I would much rather. Be at peace with myself. Than have a fake happiness. So hopefully this is goodbye. Because I am tired of you.