I miss your smile. I miss your hugs. I miss your voice. I miss the way your eyes lit up when you said "I love you". But most of all, I miss the way you made me feel. Like I was special. Like there was no one else in the world like me. Like I was your only one and would always be your only one. Like I was the only person in your life that actually mattered to you. But ever since you left me, I don't feel that way. I don't feel anything but useless and used. I'm trying to pick up the pieces, but what's the use when I know you're just going to break me again?
I hate this feeling, ugh. Why do I always end up feeling like this?