Sometimes I wonder
Why me?
Is it because I'm not pretty
enough?
Is it because at the toughest times
I don't know how to be tough?
Or what about my personality?
Am I too tense?
A little too closed?
Or is it that you want me to let loose
and be open a little more?
But how?
When the closest people to me shot me right in the core...

Why me?
Is it because I'm not the girl I
used to be?
The little baddie with a drunky
as a daddy?

Pause ...

The person who I became,
because of all the shame and the mind games
But who's to blame?
Myself ..
I blame myself for being such a fool,
but I never thought I was too cool for school
Book smart and street smart with the slightest passion for a pretty piece of art...

Why me?
Boys always dub me,
now they writing letters that they love me... NOT
Seems like I'm all I got..
Since the guys in my past had another on the side
Said I was their only,
but you know everybody lies
Why?
They always leave me in the dirt
and really think they cool and don't care that I'm hurt ..

Why me?
Everybody fake
Running round the world being sneaky
like the snakes
Can't trust too many,
Being friends with lanes you wouldn't wanna trust any ...

Why me?
Seems like I'm never happy like I used to be
No one understands the pain that's deep inside of me
Misunderstood...
Got a smile in my face but there's no reason why I should..

Why me?