I could be happy but that doesn't mean I don't miss you whenever the sun goes down and every other second of every day
I could be content with my life but that doesn't mean I don't yearn for the warmth of your body next to mine when I lay in bed at night.
I could be smiling but that doesn't mean I don't feel the pain of losing you like a serrated knife through my heart whenever you cross through my mind...
which is all the time.