I know you pretend like I don't have pages and pages of poems about other guys. I know you pretend like I didn't tell you about the time I cheated on my boyfriend last year. I know you pretend like you didn't hear me throw up in the bathroom down the hall. I know you pretend like you didn't see the scars on my wrist. I know you pretend that all the things that aren't perfect about me don't exist and maybe that's why "you and I" will never be "us"
I still care about you, John..
But I can't make my past disappear for us to have a future.