i dont need many words to say how desperately i wanted you to stay. how i would hold you in my arms until i die until there s nothing left but ashes in my eyes. i told you i would never leave your side i promised i would learn to get it right amongst these ugly faces and mad thoughts i try and find the hope i need the most. so what s that that you said the other day you werenβt ready well neither am i, i say but i want to be with you every waken second hold your hand when you re feeling down or lonely or just mad i want to be there while i can remember how fast you force to beat my silly heart.