They will never know our struggle They will never know how to empathize With our extreme abundance of feelings We have so many words living on our tongue that sometimes We almost choke trying to swallow them down Therefore We are constantly spitting them on to paper And our journal entries look more like convulsions made by spasms of the hand Than they do legible anything But that's alright We keep our heart in a metal flask Open just enough to let the air seep in Ready at all times to pour it out to anyone with open hands Sometimes to the point of emptiness Too many times do we leave ourselves with nothing Having given so much of us to someone Caution is not something we proceed with Rather Speed and recklessness Blind optimism with eager motion We are not capable of waiting We are the ones who romanticize too soon Fantasize in the most unsettling ways We are the antagonists of our own stories Yet we seem to always be searching for a happy ending We are the wide eyed wanderers The shy bodies built with open arms Now and then Love poems will escape from our fingertips Never to reach their destination Our memories are books we reread over and over again Films that we replay just to remind us how it felt to feel Our senses our heightened to the point where touch Becomes crucial And emotions Become visible We are the people That you do not want to fall in love with Because once we do We will never Fall out.