The Spirit of God , will overwhelm us when it becomes necessary. When he has words for us to speak and things for us to accomplish. For we are totally empty , nothingness vessels without him guiding us. For each time I lived without you, I seen how awful empty my life was. I just wanted to vanish, into the empty air that exist all around me. For there has always been good people in my life that loved me. But I always seem to let them down so much that I felt that the world would be better place without me in it. But lately Christ has been showing me that it not true, that through him. I can make a difference and help others that struggle as I do in this life.