I watched her walk the halls day after day at school Dumpy, frumpy with a beautiful smile The boys called her names I dare not mention She continued to be bubbly and laugh at their taunts*
Funny though, no one though she was dying inside Did not know every single tease tore another building block from her body Never showing how much it hurt, the smile contageous but everyday she suffered
People would pass her in the halls and the guys would cough with some obscure name They waited at the bottom of the stairs during lunch just so they could tease her more
She wasn't ugly not at all Not skinny,not fat Just above average
She would perserverate over what to wear What would make her look her best Each outfit would hit the floor as her own mind would say words worse than the boys could think of
She had one boyfriend Her friends teased her so badly she gave him up That seemed to bring the dogs on more They thought it was fun
Everytime I saw her she smiled and laughed ignoring them I used to tell her she was beautiful and they were just immature Prom came around and she bought a beautiful dress Thought for sure she would go
It didn't matter how sweet and thoughtful she was no one asked her Why? Because she wasn't a popular kid nor a geek Just short frumpy Sue of a dairy farmer
She graduated with honors The frumpy girl was replaced by a beauty Yet she could not see it All she could see or hear were the names those boys called
The Valedictorian speech she gave was full of promise for all Including the ones that didn't know beauty from a hole in the wall A few weeks later we were all gathered again This time for her funeral as Sue had taken her own life
She left a note alright Thanking ones by name I wish I had done more yet she thanked me for being her friend I guess she got the last laugh
Her note was no joke But she made sure to point out every vile thing about those boys Every mistake they ever made Each embarassing thing brought them down a few more pegs
We buried her today I gave the Eulogy About the girl with the most beautiful smile That reflected all she was on the inside
Magazines, movie stars, text books, and tv shows They show the beautiful people on the outside Teaching children that is what matters most
Teach your children beauty is from within and really has nothing to do with the outer shell Tell them do unto others as they would want done to them to befriend the little people whose smile or words inspire them
Most of all teach them everyone is beautiful in some way or other So they don't have to bury their friend one day or worse yet You don't have to bury them before their time
Written by Niyahlove /Jennifer Humphrey all rights reserved