"i want to be with you//i want to be used"

he sings
as i lay in the background
the piano hits the back of my skull
and i am grateful for the skin on skin contact
merely
you
your body beneath mine
and i remember what it felt like
to ******* endlessly into the night
and you?
i hope you do
i hope that single memory alone
haunts you
when you lay alone in your bed
late nights of longing
i wonder if you will miss me
if you already do