Everyday I ask myself what I can do about this nightmare before it turns into a giant mushroom cloud exploding in my horizon. I shudder as I feel the rapture building within, and in the stifling heat I find myself constantly having to shake myself out of the thought of your lips as they dance to a heavenly rhythm just before you smile. But these crashing waves are relentless, dragging me down, robbing me of my escape, as a jealous ocean won’t let me leave, I am captive in its dark depths … … staring into the beautiful abyss, I breathe out a prayer, [consign me under your gaze into eternity with a single chaste, but lingering kiss].