In my darkened loneliness memories of you dance before my eyes so vividly in technicolor and a lump rises in my throat as your name floats about in my mouth traversing the undulations of my crooked teeth and teasing the sense regions of my tongue I whisper your name as if I were ascribing divinity to those simple syllables as if my incantations could bring you back to me as if it were anything more than words tumbling onto the hardwood floor.