Deep down I know this never works-

sometimes we need to to get a real good shot out into the void

before we gain control of what appears to have killed you a thousand times

we know that all these can hurt you and damage you permanently but

it doesn't stop you, you don’t stop you

and we begin to live like these stubborn creatures called humans

with a heart controlled by the mind or the other way around

we continue to feel even we feel bad things

we prefer that than nothing.

even you know you might not carry it, or handle it this time

you still hold on

to the one thing that made you feel alive once in your miserable life

deep down we both know i would be the one hurting

deep down we both know we would never work out

deep down we both know it was only i who felt in love

who fell in love