I don't know but when were together... when were talking... when were in each others presence I feel some type of meaning, something which I can live for and be happy with as long as I live... but when your gone. When your gone its like im drowning and you and God would be the only persons to save me... it looks like its just God alone here then. I wake up with my first intentions being you, I cant go through my day without exchanging words with you. I feel so worried because I don't know if your okay or not.. and usually i'll be there to change that.. I call and it goes to voicemail at that time im like okay your not by the phone, where are you then.. Your surely in my heart, in my mind, you run my soul. I feel like I'll die and not even get the chance to say bye.. and if that ever seemed to happen there's no way I could forgive myself.. well not for a long while. I really do... miss you.