love never hurts, they said
bruises on the back like an abused child
took me to hell instead of heaven
but I guess heaven only exists within us
never ready, always teary
horrid dreams of what could have been my future
drowning my face in water to wipe my tears
always wet, but never get laid
broken hearted, souls empty, nobody to share my pain with
***** on deck to ease the pain
my pen running out of ink to pen my painful thoughts
darkness covering my life; lost in the wild
feeling like a wolf; so cold