it's hard to say exactly what it is to get your heart broken- three times, to be exact by the same person- difficult to discern why it is you keep going back but maybe it's simple: you love them you miss the way your life was with them, so why was it so easy for them to cut and run? they say "I still love you" "I wish we could be together" so why can't we? long distance ***** but do you know what ***** more? living without your other half.