Remember when you bought me three pears because you knew I loved them? One wasn't ripe at all—took the jaw of lion to crack that open. Another had gotten smushed under the weight of my books, leaving pear juice and residue at the bottom of my backpack, and the last just made the cut but fell to the floor after my second bite. We laughed it off, smiling like lovers & I told you that you ****** at choosing fruit. But yesterday I stumbled around the city, intoxicated and nostalgic under all those lights, trying to grasp any form of support, hoping it would be your hand on the other end. Passing the same spot from our first date and that time we skipped school just to feel invinsible and so in love, I realized that those three pears were just some twisted reminder that we ****** at timing, too.