and i wondered who sat behind me, staring at the back of my head while i busily wrote emails and discussed life’s problems with my greatest friend across from me. while on his way out, he told me my hair was pretty and **** do i just wish i would have said a more heartfelt thank you. maybe he pondered whether or not to tell me that, who knows where he comes from. maybe he's lived a long life and his wife has died and that’s why he was sitting in this coffee shop alone on a monday afternoon reading newspapers, maybe she had long hair too.