I guess I just wanted someone I could share my thoughts with.
Someone who would tell me I wasn't crazy.

Crazy for falling for someone, over and over again.
Crazy for trusting again and again and again.

Crazy for expecting something different every time I let someone in.
Crazy for being terrified of the pain that I was continuously put in.

Crazy for loving even when I was hated. Crazy for forgiving even when I was not the one who was mistaken.

Crazy for trying when it wasn't appreciated,
Crazy for giving and never taking.

But I guess what I really wanted was someone to tell me how crazy I actually was.
Tell me I was being weak & not strong.
For someone to just tell me that it was them not me who was wrong.