down on the hard bed,
  smothered with tremendously large
  blankets
   it's getting warm.

the previous night's memories
  flood through my mind with
  no choice of a filter
    it's hard to think.

all the comments, the hateful comments,
  they're coming in one side and getting  
  trapped, not leaving the other
   the room is spinning.

the flashbacks are killing me,
mentally and physically
  i only wanted to sleep and never  
  wake up
   it didn't happen.
    *yet.