you were my spring, summer, and fall
I was your winter
a winter so cold it sent shivers down your spine
and burned your skin
I destroyed the hope you had
and the faith you believed in
you tried to save me, you were the only good part of my life
and I was your only sin.
by loving you, I became your moon
by loving me, you became my sun
and together, we thrived.
when you were alone, you were faithful, happy, in love.
I, however, was not.
I was frightened by these feelings
so I tried to suppress them
with ****** and *****.
slowly but surely you realized my demons were back,
that I was slipping into the hole you had pulled me out of.
there is nothing I can say or do to make amends
because I cannot promise to give you all of me.
by loving you,
I destroyed you.