what feeling like a chunk of gum numbed by a dentist knowing Santa isn’t real milk and cookies gone anyway
lost in streets lost darkness thrills you chills you as rain on the first day of spring love is a mystery odd one out among liars lovers extroverts
yet and yet
feels red when windows creak open to greet mornings musty novels wedged like teeth in boxes take them just a pound
slivers of kindness smiles to say I know me too smell handwritten letters phone-calls under swathes of duvet at midnight to someone their name sounds just right
pangs of solitude muted by a voice a touch some words thrown together
Written: June 2014. Explanation: A poem written in my own time (perhaps not as strong as I would've liked) - not sure how long I shall be continuing with this particular style. 'Locitement' is not a real word, rather a word 'created' by myself - a feeling of deep loneliness, coupled with a strange feeling of excitement at what lies ahead.