why does it hurt so bad at times.
Like little charms on a bracelet so are the scars engraved on heart.
                 I am tired of getting hurt or being the one everyone hurts.
You would think i would be used to it by now but no am not, the pain seems to get worse with each year.
                 I try to play cool, calm n collected, the young woman that deals                      
                 with it all but i can only carry on with the facades for so long.
Don't you ever stop to think that you destroy whats left of my goodness every time you harm me?
                  I just one an apology, is that so much to ask for?
Not an apology with an excuse but with sincerity, tell me am i asking for much or do i just want to feel human again...........................