It was the worst and the best of times as once was said crawling out of bed will no recollection in my head about how I awoke with a start from a fresh blackout and emptiness in my heart naked I was when I awoke yet the felling was not of a birth more of a progression into my lost and bewildered soul I have yet to be called old so my adavantage in my game of addiction is 30:Love back and forth back and forth wildly chasing the green little ball a tennis match of epic proportions It pains me to be in this match for I have begun the game without shoes Yet now I see that what will protect me feet was never far from me
a little on my addiction to alcohol and drugs...today I am sober...