Even after the many fights and I see a partial light
I  still want to go back
and fix it all.
I feel so small because you never heard my call
I thought at one time we could have it all.

I cherish the good times we had, still confused over the bad
Because I want to go back to the happy times we had.

I don't hate you but I must grieve over the loss
of a life we built
I must also find a way to ease my guilt.'
over the hard words, over the misunderstandings .
and of being too demanding.

I never wanted to walk away except in Anger
I just never wanted to relive the danger.

So I say I am sorry
but I understand
We have to move on
and that those
25 years are now gone.