Why, when a baby cries, we feel potential. Like we know that his life is the best its ever going to be right now. And we ponder telling them that it only gets worse but we stop short, fearing maybe then he'll never stop. But life does become better-- meaningful. Sometimes. However if when we are born it is a marvelous accident, then why do we scoff at oblivion. Why do we strive to be more than those who came before and why the hell are we concerned with disproving heaven. Why exactly can we find meaning in a place that was formed out of chaos. Why, when we see a baby laugh, do we smile back.