paid to sit eggshell walls projecting into the future more hours, less responsibility the slackers dream complacency corrupting consciousness closed casket visions hide plainly explained drainage as pieces of my soul slip away silently only this outlet prevents ******* poetry perfumed with pain and post-traumatic stress disorder dresses ordered for the ceremony pressed flesh distorted corsage visage presents itself in flowing gowns drowning victim foundling pale skin shedding forced escapism without intent only expression for the sake of itself