sitting in pity and self loathing
pondering what i am proposing
anguish increasingly near
questioning what was clear

things that used to make me smile
dancing in my brain, staying awhile
tears about to burst i give in
back to the past with a grin

young in love, cuddling my girl
"ill never leave you" we concur
skin tingles i feel her touch
nothing but warmth in my clutch

satisfied my brain evens keel
enough to allow me to deal
alone again cursing cupid
how could i have been so stupid?