I felt the scratch of your unshaved face against my palm and my hand moved up along your cheek. Your bones were resistant. I twisted my fingers. In the space just above your ears: a thick mass of russet brown that continued around. I clapped my hand over my mouth and listened to the sounds of you sob. (No wait, that was me) I hoped that you wouldn't be sick. We were in the pitch-black. This time I pushed memories of a grey cubicle into my mind. Of the summer time. The heat only bothered me when we were apart. La Douleur Exquise. I don't think there is anything else to say. We will have to wait six more months.