I awake shaking-
Searching
for stolen breath.
Saturated in a sickening veil of unwanted memory.
Your flesh eating eyes
burn through my lucid skin,
Melting down my fragile youth.
YOUR MOUTH!
Your serpent-filled, blood draining tongue
that like daggers,
have penetrated,
and sliced my innocent soul,
continues to wrap around my weakened limbs,
erasing my goodness, and burying,
my desperate, homeless love.
Vomit lays dormant within me.
Erupting gallantly,
With just the itch of you upon my tiny hand.
So many times i have tried to slip out of my skin,
to creep away into the night,
release you from my shackles.
So many stormy nights,
i slink inside my blood, and cut my flesh
to rid you of my veins.
Too many times, i have carved out my face
in hopes to go unrecognized by your wicked voice.
But you find me.
you seep back into my flesh and you leave me empty,
you leave me dissected,
you leave me alone
you are inside of me,
but you leave me
Alone.