I know how you're feeling, I go through it from time to time. there is rarely a way to explain, and the help I just cant find. It's like the world gave out shovels, and everyone is digging. They push me deeper and deeper, and my feelings they keep forgetting. As I sit here in class, feeling misjudged and misunderstood. consistently affected, by the ******* that has occurred. I wanna leave this place, cause of all the drama that they yell. The consequences are obvious, like a one-way ticket to hell. They constantly make me angry, calling me out on the slightest things ive done. If only I was older, I'd buy myself a gun. Its not really the gun I need, as much as it is a bullet. To blow away my brain, before it tells me not to pull it.