shirtless on porch, beer and smoke after days of filth. now, washed body, cleansed mind, though fretting tightened rope of the self-fettering variety -- taut enough for to never be found complacent. one of many a mortal sin being cycled by this mortal vessel. indulging in denial that everything is one, and one is nothing, and circular rhetoric is nothing more than the semantics of trying too hard to not try. creating symbolism with understanding the reaping could never be perennial -- forming rituals to coincide with the now, yet without devotion of pious ages past. this in know- ledge that once the flame dies, none will be re-lit.