My body trembles at the sight of shadows. Fireflies flicker and flash above us. Burning hands and hungry flesh. A knocking begins. My tongue pressed against my teeth. "Why do we make things so complicated?" Tangled and messy in the muscles of hearts. I heave and hurt. Early mornings. Little sleep. Is this the purge? I can’t remember the last time someone spoke to my skin. Company is expensive. The price of a hot meal. I ***** the faces of lovers on my wall with needles, and cover their mouths with tape. Pressed up against isles of DVD’s. Kiss me until you taste laughter. I’ve never before felt so heavy. Lungs shrinking, shrivelling. Sockets are black holes now. You never looked like just a man to me; from the first time I looked at you I saw poetry.