Am I confused
Where am I?
My life seems like it crashed all in one day
Like I can't get it back
My mind has been in just one bundle
And I'm too far away
Where do I go?
Who do I see?
It's not fair that she's there,
It's not fair that I'm not there
Is this a wake up call..
Or is it a scare..
God was on my side,
But why am I not there?
Why am I not laying there?
The guilt.
Am I even built for this ..
Am I meant for this?
I'm high without a pipe,
I've made many decision but why do I still have my life?
What is my purpose..
I don't deserve a life..