Who said im sad? I'm happy most of the time actually. And don't say you'd die If I died. Cause we both know that's *******. Life would still go on. I mean sure, a few people would be sad a little and everyone would go to my funeral and say some ****** prayer saying how I was such a spirt and how alive I was and happy and someone I barley know would say how close we were and id just be sitting back laughing at them knowing no one actually knew me or took the time to get to know me and all the times I've stayed up till 3am just thinking of afterlife and reasons to not hurt myself or end it all. But I know I could never ever **** myself. I'm simply not brave enough and I have so much more sunsets to watch and so many more books to read. And poetry to write and little love breakups to overcome