I havent had a good shower in a week. or washed my ****-reeking clothes in three. the electricity and gas are shut off. there's no beer or *** but I don't think the cats have noticed. mid June and it's already starting to push 90. before long the water will evaporate right out of your bathtub, taking you and half the house with it. sleep is dreamless, just a quick cut- to an unwakeful day. all my time energy and money spent working a job i dont give two ***** about (maybe 0.7 *****) or helping others. I haven't gotten a **** in months. if this is the path to enlightenment you can take nirvana and shove it up your ***.