I think that I have fallen for someone new but the scars from my last attempt at romance still burn. I have to bandage them medicate them hide them.
Every day I say that it will be the day. I will tell him but I don't but I can't but I'm scared.
**** **** **** everyone everything that has led me to this thought that I am nit enough. People do like me. Right?
We watched anime today and I thought of ways to talk about how I feel. About this train that is moving around in the railroad track of my heart and how I'm not sure if it will drop me off in the safety of his arms or in another train wreck.
I was brave. I said I wanted to go to Branson. To silver dollar city and he thought it was a good idea.
Besides. I need this friend. I can't. I may not be good enough for anything more and maybe I am but I'm so scared that I don't know if I'll find out.
Advice? I think I have feelings for my friend. Im currently living with his family and fear us making me oh so fearful