Finding my voice the words do not flow,
confrontation has risen with nowhere to go.
That old scary feeling i'm back in that place,
my stomach is churning the fear on my face.
Terrified and shaking like i'm about to die,
trying to keep control I can't let myself cry.
A mistake I made there's no need for your drama,
a bully you are one day you'll face karma.
Humiliated again shouted at like a child,
you are not human you belong in the wild.
Finding my voice screaming inside,
looking to escape I need somewhere to hide.
At breaking point my reaction is cool,
so why I am I feeling like I am the fool?
Scared of this feeling I can't seem to face,
inside I am frightened my heart starts to race.
Finding my voice it's not easy to do,
if you can do this then so can I too.