Honestly thinking about it,
I didn't always tell the truth
Like when they teased me about you and I lied and said
I'm over you
Or when
You had stared right in my eyes and poured your soul and I lied and said
I'm sorry I don't feel the same way

Looking back on it, when it came to you
I almost never told the truth
The truth held things I wasn't ready to admit and
I still don't think I can
But
I think it would have been better if I had been more
Honest