what to do with my humiliation at the hands of the best phantom father i could have been cursed with what to do with the raging anger in that grows with every thought in my soul methodically you destroyed the love and respect mother patiently planted and watered in my heart soon only a barren landscape will be left for your eyes to feast upon and denial will quench your throat you lost your family long time back to busy to realize and smell the coffee with burned toast your house is ablaze dad