Mommy, Mommy it is dark in here It will be ok my loving girl
Why is it so dark Mommy? Just the way it has to be for now honey
I don't understand Mommy The light will show itself soon baby
I am scared Mommy, (cries) Mmmommmy Shhhh baby, my sweet child it won't be long now
Plleeasse Mommy don't leave me I am scared I know you are love, I am right here
The darkness is thick I can taste it I know she can as I can't even see her outline Her little heart is thumping so fast and hard The fear in her voice is squeezing my heart
We are trapped in this blackness At least we are together my child and I Oh how she should not be here with me How could I leave her though, behind I mean
She suffers more than me Yet the darkness is squeezing It's fist tightens against my lungs Smothering, attempting to take the last breath
Hearing her cry, whimper and pleade Scared of this inky blackness Short quick breaths between words Praying that god spares her
Wondering how we got here What has occured to cause this I simply cannot remember Yet it is right there on the edge of my mind
Reassurances getting harder to give Her voice drips with fear Hugging the little body close to mine Huge tear drops paint my cheeks
Rocking back and forth Humming a tune Feeling the stickiness on my chest Pain so excrutiating not sure which is worse
Fire with every breath Having covered her as the sounds stopped I can feel a different darkness overcoming me Blood smell fills my nose
Only thoughts were in saving her Praying she does not pay for my sins Wishing, hoping then praying Take me Lord but please spare her
A fight out of control Ended as the man began firing shots Dumped in the middle of nowhere In this darkness
Not able to see if my darling babe has injuries Suddenly the moon begins to peek from behind it's hiding place Just enough to see her beautiful pale face The light becomes stronger
Mommy it's beautiful, I am not afraid now It is incredibly lovely my love
Cradling her close to me the light is like nothing I have ever seen Pain has ceased We are floating you see I press lips to her cheeks as I speak my last breath
I love you my darling Mommy I love you
Our eyes close as our bodies go limp When we are finally found in time They will see the holes from bullets in my chest One went through me and into my babe
Who would do such a thing? How did this happen? It won't matter to me now As my baby and I are resting peacefully The Angels ended the darkness
Bathed in light we were taken to the Lord He could not spare her though I prayed I watch the people tears in their eyes Hearing their thoughts of sadness and surprise
They say he snapped, my aunt said Are you sure? my mother asked Yes, He didn't want to let her go Shot her and hit the babe by accident
I watch as the caskets are lowered into the cold ground The angels around me and my daughter Comforting and consoling us Feels so wonderful here
Mommmy! Mommy! I am not scared anymore!* Neither am I my love neither am I
Sometime in the distance I heard it told "He was caught and will pay his due"
I curled up with my darling baby doll Drifting to sleep for the last time We my baby and I are at peace I kiss her one last time
Rest now my sweet love We are safe in the loving arms of the Lord
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