My pain Most people will try to understand But they never will As I sit here crying eyes out You are over there probably laughing Saying that u care and everything But I can tell that you don't really care Why must I fall so easily for guys like you You make me feel special but you never mean it You ignore my tears My suffering pain As I sit here My mind is racing with suicide notes and ways that I can die There is just one thing I must ask Do you honestly truly care if I'm dead...if I cry Do you honestly truly care for me and my feelings