The handle to the front door won't budge, but it can still be locked from the inside. The overgrowth is five years in the making, vines took over this home of once improvement. I don't believe we ever owned a gas can. A boarded up pool. The one in which the dog died. His body was as bloated as my eyes. The puppy in the pictures still hung in the basement beside the kicked in window. Leaves and insects rest on the linoleum floor, a cohabitation that was formed out of vacancy. A long dresser left ajar from wood paneling, insects crawling around, not that one would know how they got there. Old paperwork and letters survived. The assumption is that the moths never arrived to join the spiders nestled in their leaves. Both longhand and typed sentences that spoke of longing, love (young love), happiness, direction, and lastly evaluation. Broken glass fixed against the dresser, a reflection shows. The dirt and grime is of a subconscious level. One that exceeds the proximities of the appropriate metaphor. So what is seen is loss. And although this occurrence comes as a new beginning, the best solution at the given moment may perhaps be a broom and a dustpan.