My sister once told me that she gives everyone one a chance. So I sit here and I wonder why her philosophy hasn't been assimilated by others... Doesn't everyone deserve a chance to show what they have to offer? Man I hate that I love her and I know at times she feels the same way too. **** I swear that, given the opportunity, I would've loved her the way I always wanted to... I know the past is the past and should be left there but these what-ifs and maybes love to whisper in my ear... On nights like these, I wish she could understand how much I miss her.