caught up in a nostalgia moment with you my body is here but my mind, you knew was living that life again forgetting where it is i am people knocking on the door but i am not looking for a cure no phones, no faces, no contact please i am in my own journeys that do not make sense to some but i can assure you, i am not numb i am alive and i feel it just takes time for me to heal so please just leave me alone when i'm ready, it will be known