Jun 2014
I regret to inform you
that I just don't care.
You were a crutch
and I am sorry.
I stopped stealing your energy
once guilt set in
I came clean.
It is surprising to me,
you still want to be friends
I do not want you
I do not love you
I do not want to be with you
Your feelings are erroneous
You should not love me.
Something inside of me becomes frustrated,
you will never understand my point
I want to continue these tortuous habits
you make me want to beat it out
I feel as if I need to teach you,
the harshness of others
This malice that I bring....
Do you deserve it?
Do you invite it?
Do you need it?
It seems you do
Keep begging for the misery
and I shall deliver.
This is just the ***** inside of me
that I just don't care.
You were a crutch
and I am sorry.
I stopped stealing your energy
once guilt set in
I came clean.
It is surprising to me,
you still want to be friends
I do not want you
I do not love you
I do not want to be with you
Your feelings are erroneous
You should not love me.
Something inside of me becomes frustrated,
you will never understand my point
I want to continue these tortuous habits
you make me want to beat it out
I feel as if I need to teach you,
the harshness of others
This malice that I bring....
Do you deserve it?
Do you invite it?
Do you need it?
It seems you do
Keep begging for the misery
and I shall deliver.
This is just the ***** inside of me
(written in 2012) I am sorry if this is considered explicit I did read the rules and nothing was said about "bad words" (*****). It is somewhat hateful in a sense that the subject matter is about me using someone for personal gain. In the end though I feel like it expresses the release I have felt from being honest about my short comings. I do ask that if you feel I need to mark this explicit that you let me know before reporting/deleting. Thank you
