They said the world was paved with opportunities oh yes it was. Businesses of all kinds Both good and bad, sliding in and out of your conscience self effortlessly. Writers of all kinds gathered in a pool of subscribers, hoping for their craft to catch the eye and gain the comments that so elevated them to pedestals of happiness. Pain was ignored. Pain creates joy?
I was different. I came with words, worthless in themselves staccato butterflies that grazed the slim lines of poetry and migrated south of the border to lie in a wasteland of dead pupae and broken wings. Yet I was not afraid to say so. Words are worthless-no matter how you look at them.
But sing them out, dance them in a dream, play the orchestra with its flawless symphonies and magically those worthless words take flight couched in the wings of music soaring above the desperate denizens of waste paper baskets into opportunities of hope and lust and longing.
I love words. I treat them carefully, dress them in silk and satin, paint their fingernails, don eyelashes and red berried lipstick and kiss them into rhyme and rhythm walk them down the street, heads turning and store them in books, songs and minds in a library of conquests of body and soul and when the day is done. I forget them. Not one of the thousand poems I wrote can be recited. Butterflies migrating to the swamp of reincarnation where lie millions of other poems that never saw the opportunity of musical flight.
I love words and I hate them. Its a relationship like Jekyll and Hyde. Two shadows, two voices, one sound with too many accents, yet they mean so much. I could write the music for every poem but I'm tone deaf. I need to see the eyes of reader sparkle in the frenzy of reading and then I know my opportunity to write was not wasted, loved not littered about not defeated and languishing in another dry desert.